Dont forget.

 I remember young love.

late nights

short sentences

passed back and forth like name calling

and double takes from across the room

I remember tough shit

no heat

yes ma'am

bed without dinner

if you were lucky enough 

to have one, or another, or both.

 I remember feeling young

drinking too much 

caring too little

about anything anyone said

and "fuck you" if they looked your way


now what is there?


a quick fuck

with just friends

a full stomach 
 
payed for with plastic

permanent academic mental fucking vacation

a brain massage just to get the juices flowing!?

and i still live

 with new love
 
in tough shit

with no dinner 

and i drink too much 

and i care too little

and i envy no one